6 / 9 / 2017
Cries of a Broken Heart
When my old self died,
and the tears I cried have dried.
I'm tired of everything worth existing.
Living a beautiful lie that turns out to be full of pain.
And there seems to be no rainbow after the howling rain.
I know I've lived in a world full of lies.
In a kingdom of unheard cries.
I'm the Princess trapped in the cursed castle.
No way to escape, but to jump from the tower.
Living or dying means no difference,
Feels like I've died a million times,
and to die a thousand more.
I could've just ended the sufferings,
I'll go to a different kingdom.
Where I'm the Queen and there's no King.
It should've been you, but you left me hanging.
I knew it right away,
Just like them, you'll leave and never stay.
I just wanted to say I'm okay.
But deep inside, I am not okay.